My past weekend so far has been some what non entertaining to say the least, well apart from Friday after college with the family at goose drinking away and enjoying the fact we only got a week left before the holidays. That day i promised myself once again only one drink Robert Joseph Apro, just one otherwise you will perish yourself into that amber liquid that sends your head floating into a harmonic paradiso. Times passes by and one good friend, Jason finally turns up, I mean the family all thought that Jason was going to stand us up until he DIDN'T. As the evening progressed we all laughed, joked and necked four bottles of "Jack Rabbit" Rose's and man then we were, how do these people say this expression nowadays..."GONE"...It hit the 18.30 mark and we all decided to go our separate directions until Flareon (recently upgraded from Pinsir hahaha) and Digi-wolf- something (I didn't watch that wannabe show) came towards my allocated transportation pick up area and decided that we should do a VIDEO!! oh man, not only could I not see anything, I couldn't even stand properly, had to style it out by walking around so I didn't have to expose my wobbly limbs.
So I got home and waited to attend work. Now this is where it gets really dumb....we drove to the office, told no paperwork is there, went to another office, told to go back to first office, went there and found nothing, went back to 2nd office and got paperwork (why did they just not do in the first place!!!!!). went Clapham for like an hour and then went home, wasn't allowed to sleep though because i'm on standby so like you have to be on alert.
so my night consisted of trolling Flareon with texts and watching "Just Friends". film cracked me up so hard i needed Vaseline on the ready!
Here's character profile's of the pokemon so far
Still new to this so my image alignments are wack...do try to be compassionate about my retardedness...I do only have paws at the end of the day unlike you humans with your spider-like paws :D
Couple days, I popped into my mates shop and OYYY I found something which I thought would never appear in my life...AGAIN! The film "The Sandlot". This was like a completely unprovoked blast from the past and when I inserted that silver disc of pure unadulterated madness, I cosied up and watched the SHIT out of it in bed with my Gloomy Bear night cap and reminisced every moment of that film as if I was 8 years old again.
I recommend this to anyone who actually likes old skool kids films rather then this new shit that completely fries your retinas. So yea, 1960's, hot babes and a fat kid who's actually cooler then of a lot of us put together. watch the DAMN FILM.
Oh yeah there's a huge ass dog in it that eats kids (:
I recently obtained the new Daft Punk album for the Tron film and I got to say...it's really good, but I can tell Walt Disney totally restricted D.P to do exactly what they wanted. Anyway, this is about how one of their songs really got to me earlier today during college and on the way home. The song "Adagio for TRON" was exceptionally grasping as it really got me into deep thought, at first it allowed me to concentrate like proper, then it started to transition into a lullaby making me feel really tired. Now when I get tired I started to drift into my philosophical side of consciousness.
As this song progresses through it's time-line it starts very soft as if a soothing, hopeful element allowing it's listener to think of good times, then strolls in the etchy power of the orchestra making it a more tense atmosphere as if something seems wrong, what do you do, what has happened, what am I seeing. Then it blows up pushing you into reality where that hope seems to have died from earlier making your dreams and views much more demotivating. Then when all felt so out of place, that soothing lullaby kicked right in to remind you that where ever you go, lie, walk, sleep, there's always a way for things to turn around for the better.
After all this analysing I started to ponder on my reality...your reality...our whole society's reality and I start to realise that this piece has the foundations a life where when you think your on top of the world, that confidence and belief that you will make it to where you want to go and stay, work as, settle down with. And once your young life is nothing but a past memory, it's then when you have stepped into a reality you've never been so unfamiliar with. A scary aspect as everything is acting against you, challenging your very beliefs and ambitions, setting up societies where you feel isolated even with the good friends you have acquired along the way and when you just think WTH, you manage to get that seat by the window of a bus or train and look out of the window n then start to smile knowing everything's going to be just fine.
So folks, have a listen and see what you think, am I just an old badgering man or a bear?
On the Brighter side of things I finally uploaded my new favourite picture
I can safely say she has gone up in the ranks...hope I get more pictures out of her
Today is the loss of my crappy black headphones...He will be missed so much since he (that's right, he is male) was the only pair that had both working lefty and righty ): was not impressed and since I'm a literally going to be a bum for the next week, I have nothing to listen, so hey let's all enjoy the bus chatter because I just love it!
That reminds me, while I was on the way to college not only was the bus pack out, but a whole choir of youngins were singing xmas christmas carols, cute right? WRONG! done my head in >:( was like my ass spitting fire out.
Starting a Blog has always been a controversial topic for me and my bear, at first it was like;
Me: so erm...wana do a blog?
Bear: no
Me: why?
Bear: coz
Me: oh...ok then
So...there you have it...complete controversial or what. Anyhoo, This is a lovely opportunity to let you enter the doorway of my insanity (or sanity if your already crazy).
Right, first of all the other day right, I had work to attend to at 8am. Sounds preeeetty right? WRONG! because the previous night my urges to attend Black Sheep proved to be too damn...well...urging. Thinking to myself i'll leave at midnight like, I ended up staying the whole frigging night because i had to make sure people got to where they were going and I had to make sure my friend had a place to crash. Anyway, come 4am I finally decide to leave the joint (unfortunately they weren't any vacancies for accommodation there, not that I live there or anything ¬_¬ ok maybe I do) got home a 5am, opened a bottle of some dusty old Irish whiskey and shared it along with some cigarillos, now at this point I couldn't sleep, too paranoid to enter my personal domain and never leave. So I left for work, got there only to be told that I am not working and that other dude is.......
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGH
completely mind fucked me to the point where I just wanted to sit in a gutter by Farringdon Station and get squashed by a crane, at least my trip wouldn't have been bloody wasted.
